Currently Listening Music & Lyrics By Various Artists Way back in to love see related

Sorry guys for not updating recently.

Been busy doing my art exams. Actually I did update once but I privated it after posting it as I thought it was kind of harsh of me. Anyway, you gonna see LOADS of pictures in this entry and I apologized to you those hate scrolling down so long to leave comments.

I spent weekends at Ellie again. This time Philly, Ellie bestmate from her previous skl came up here from London and James, Ellie cousin came too. So we had Chinese take away. I was SO glad that we had Beijing Duck as I didn get it on the Chinese meal night last week. After that Philly who didn feel like drinking drove us to York for a night out. The weather was absolutely bizarre!  It was cold and damp. We went to different clubs and OMG they are totally different from those in Selby. Not even close! So for the final spot we decided to go to the Galleries but Philly might get ID. But we we tried and she got in with Nikki!! YEA! Ellie, me and James were queuing to get into The Galleries. For God sake it was extremely freezing and I was bloody shivering as we waited for SO LONG in the cold damn rain. So us three cuddled up and kept ourselves warmer. Anyway the Galleries was bloody COOL! LOVE THE DANCE FLOORS! LOVE THE SHORTS! LOVE THE MUSIC! I JUST LOVE IT THERE! Okay and I realize something funny. Loads of women and men dancing on the same floor, searching for the ight?ones to dance with or hang out with. It was just funny to watch them. And suddenly this guy came behind Ellie movin?his ass and she just ignored him and stopped dancing until he moved. It was hilarious. So I wonder, on the dance floor, who are you searching for? Is it basically depending on their physical appearance? The dance? I mean you don know anyone there and all you can do is look at the people there. But I enjoy that actually, no one in a club is looking for a partner to marry so there no worries or questions whether he or she does good relationship or anything. It temporary but it may turn into a good thing when you start to know that person outside the club. I don exactly know what Im on about. Oh well I love clubbing. LOL

I think is now cool for us to leave it that way. If it is not working between us, I don want to push it or pretend it works, cos it never has. We tried and you are not happy with me so I think we should just let go. I don hate you. That all I want to say.

What is popularity? Do you feel like you are liked by everyone around you? Or do you ever try to do anything to please them? Nine out of ten people would deny this for sure. May be you hang out together all the time but that doesn actually make you guys best friends or even close friends. Best friends are one heart in two bodies and they communicate without speaking. Well you can have your own version of defining the two words but I will stick with mine forever. I don trust people that easily like what I used to do. Ie learnt a lot from my 7 years of boarding life. Seen different people with wacky personalities. Some goodies who took care of me and some bad ones who saddened me. At the beginning, you always get upset by those who hate you. Obviously, you need to ask yourself firstly if this is really your own problem that makes people dislike you or they just hate you for no reason. If you believe you do no wrong, just stay strong and fight back, OR ignore them. You should cherish your study time and not wasting it on the people that doesn respect you in the first place. I mean, there are far more scary people with even more extreme personality in the world that will actually mentally or physiologically hurt you. You will laugh when you look back in the future. JUST forget about the school babes.

OKAY so WHY do some men love to manipulate women? And those women are not allowed to have their own thinking, wishes and do whatever they want to do. It a bloody human right, okay? Having a relationship does not mean that either the male or the female loses their freedom. However some of them do think they lose it during a relationship. I am not an expert in love. In fact, I am crap in relationship as I always put too much hearts in a relationship and then get nothing back. I know love doesn depend on how much you give in and get from it but sometimes you just get upset when the one you love doesn love you back. BUT I know certainly loving someone is not like THAT. You have to appreciate the person that you love (well, if they are really bad at sth, of cos you need to tell him/her), but not judging and criticizing them all day long. WE are NOT properties; you do realize that your girl is a human being right? Every being has its own mind; even a dog lowers his head down when he is upset. 

Watched Music and Lyrics with Matthew and Ellie today. It was a great movie, really sweet, romantic and funny. AND Hugh Grant isn a bad singer, he quite good actually lol but he does look a bit older now but still HOT and I love his face.

Oh my god, THE HOLIDAY is such a lovely and sweet romantic comedy. Another movie added in my favourite movies list. It not just about LOVE but dunnot just so SWEET and it makes me wanna do the whole house exchange thingy like RIGHT NOW and imagine Jude Law knocks on the door!! Il be beyond heavens if LeeHom at the door. Anyway, I love the phase that says, ove fades but some love do lasts.?And when Amanda said, ou may have love the idea of you and me, but obviously not much about ME.?It was so true. Men always picture how a man and a woman being should be together and so the entire sudden all these rules just come out from no where. And us WOMEN have to obey them. You know what, FUCK THAT. All we are asking, well all I am asking is not complicated at all. Men doesn know what a kiss and a simply  love you?can do to a woman. I don know the others, but I DON need luxurious stuff which doesn make me feel any happier than just having a kiss or a hug. At last, IT IS SUCH A FANTASTICALLY BEAUTIFUL SWEET FILM! LOVE IT!

~~Miia

Currently Listening Heroes of Earth By Wang Leehom see related

"十大金曲獎 / 全球華人至尊金曲獎"

"優秀流行歌手大獎"

GO LeeHom~ GO LeeHom~

I LOVE YOU >3<

~Miia

Currently Listening Good-Bye Days see related

Miia is back everyone!!

Sorry it has been quite a while since the last post. I was so busy working and revising in the past few weeks. I know this is probably too late but how was everyones Christmas and New Year? Mine was the best and the worst one I ever had. Why? Well it always the mother issue that pulls medown. Im kinda getting used to it now but I still cried my eyes out each time.Is that a bad or a good thing? I dont know. I understand why my mother is being so cautions and paranoid all the time. It is a way of loving me. But somehow I wonder if she really understands the me within. Anyway, she may not understand what exactly is on my mind but I still love her. She is my only mother in this world. I just hope that one day she will realize I am actually growing up and have started having my own thinkings and ideas. She is probably reading this now but I dont care cos this is MY diary and what says here stays here. Hope she gets this. Dont be mad at me Mum.

And then, I wish I had spent more time with my friends, especially Nikki and Letitia. I didnt get to meet Letit this time!! Sorry honey.

Anyway, the good thing brightened up my holiday wasthat I had my first part time job which I worked in an Italian Restaurant. (A thank you to my mum here, because she got me the job.) I only worked there for 9 days and it was such a great experience. From that, I learnt not only the skills of being a good waitress and knowing the names of Italian food and wines but I learnt to cherish my remaining study time in the UK even more. Earning every penny needs a hell lot of hardwork and time. Studying aboard is a very expensive thing to do and it is even worse for my family. Uh~ Money, money and money. Is that the only thing this world cares? Once again I want to thank you my mother who has worked very hard like a superwoman since the moment I was born. I have this song for you:

Well, I finally had a sound night sleep lastnight. Feeling so good at the moment and all my energy returns! Now my power isback and Im ready to sacrifice them all to my ART and STUDY and of cos LEEHOM!

Since I havent been updating recently, I have thoooousands of photos to show you how my life has been~

HK 2006 XMAS & NEW YEAR

A NEW YEAR 2007, A NEW START

Currently Listening Moment Like This see related

豁出去漫遊　不通知親友　那快感少有　哪管想去多久
何必每件壯舉都需要理由　伴你去出走
快活而內疚　不管舉世追究
別再管誰咒你　曾經荒謬闖蕩異地
亦未枉相戀超出煩惱的禁忌　視世上人不理
曾經反叛　也是我運氣
天與地　年老了不再飛　無那份勇氣
明知我做錯過的總要奉還　但我愛一眼
有自由浩嘆　都深刻過不散
代價高　曾經荒謬闖蕩異地
亦未枉超出煩惱的禁忌　視世上人不理
曾經反叛也是我運氣
天與地　渡過約束　拋開生死


WONT BE UPDATED TIL NEXT WEEK~ SORRY GUYS~

MERRY CHRISTMAS!